Things i dislike about you

When you say things like.

- Do what you want
- You're adult, you can take care of yourself
- You dont listen to me anyway
- If you are so unhappy, leave
- Its your life, do what you want with it
- Does it matter to you

Yea. Everytime you say those things, my heart hurts all over again. Dont. Dont push all the responsibilities to me. Although i know i should be responsible for myself.

But all i want. All i want, is to spend my life with someone that'll love me. Share the responsibilities. Why oh why, do you always manage to make me feel so alone. So very alone.

And that. Hurt. Even when you finally wipe the tears from my eyes, you joke about it and lower the significance of your actions. Really. Why did you do that for.

We dont even talk anymore. I dont even know how to tell you stuff anymore. I need you to talk to me. Please do.