its all about me

Yea. i am egoistic.

Everything's about me. i'm bloody selfish, so what.

Like, what do i benefit from putting myself in other people's shoes? I dont. Yet, again and again i do it, and i end up so unhappy.

I am probably selfish only to that one person. And i am sorry for it. Perhaps too much has happened. Perhaps, much as i try to be myself again, i just couldnt. Perhaps, the one you see now is the real me.

Being put through the fire, i realised i am nothing more than a lousy piece of metal. Nothing like you anticipated me to be. Sorry, i've long given up trying to meet other people's expectations. Including my own.

After all, no expectations, no disappointments right?

I am turning into someone i do not know.