new chapter

Closed a chapter in my life.

Thus most difficult to measure up to what others want you to be in your life. Am i living my life for myself?

Be strong girl!

Tis true, that love alone is not enough.. Circumstances.. People.. Isnt love between two people? I guess its not. Can we cross the hurdle? How many more mountains to cross? Do we give up, or do we try? Should i say stay? Should i go? You asked me to go, why am i still here? i should have packed up and go, but i guess i'll pack you too..

Fricking tired.. ..

Yet i must say, thank you for loving me.. Would i dare say, it was enough that i had your love? Or do i still want it? Perhaps we both are selfish in our own ways.. Perhaps, i have not learnt love. Selfless unconditional love.

check out the poem by e cummings.

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)

i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)

and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)