lEtting Go

I seriously need to let go of the past.

I thought it was clinging to me, till i looked at my hands, and realised. I was holding onto it.

What am i doing.

Wake up, i need to wake up. And i need to pry open my own fingers and throw the past away. Seriously. Wheres my courage gone? I'm such a coward. Pretending to be happy each day. Am i? Weaving a dream around myself.. I honestly need to wake up. Even if i have to slap myself.