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my gosh.

How heartbroken can one be? There is like a dull aching pain that doesnt go away. And everything you do, you think of that particular person and the things you have done together. And what of the times where he sang to you?

I appreciate it really.

Whats past is past. why cant i just let it go? The whole world asks me to let go, why dont i? Why do i hold on to things that had happened? Why do i hold on to that someone? My priorities are so wrong, i know. The one person i should turn to, i am not.

Stupidity.

I probably ruined so many friendships too, i am not gonna count.

Hurt hurt, and others i have hurt because i am hurt. When would i stop? I should, yet i know not where to start.