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i used to write, so much, so long ago...

i used to take a little book, sit by my door to get some light and start writing my totz.. (couldnt risk waking mummy you see.. :P)

i used to stand by my kitchen window and stare at the stars, breathe in the cool night air, be content looking at the grass and the lights all over the place. (you know? i take off my spectacles and the lights looked so beautiful - all blurred up n stuff, but its really breathtaking.)

i could stand there for a long time and enjoy being by myself. when i am sad, standing there without my specs, looking at the world through my kitchen window, its pretty comforting really.

its been so long since i did that, my kitchen window misses me.. somehow i forget that it will always be there. n back i go to my kitchen window, who has always been with me..

and when i'm at it, i might write down more too. :)